They say you never truly know what you had till its gone. TDKD. Why did it take this for me to see I was wrong? TDKD. The love we had was different and so strong. TDKD. One day I hope we will find each other and know together is what we belong. TDKD.

Can I get an Amen!?

TDKD

When you meet that special someone, hold on to them. Hold on to them like it’s your most prized possession. Hold on and never let them slip away. Why would one go through the feeling of losing that special someone? Especially someone who gave everything for you. Who in their right mind would let that person slip away?

I am guilty of such stupidity. I had someone who gave the world to me. Someone who always put a smile on my face. Someone I can laugh with and tell jokes to. Why did I let her slip away?

Sometimes people freeze up. Like when a guy has the chance to speak to the girl of his dreams but just can’t come up with the words to say. Or when a guy bails out last minute for his wedding. Cold feet from freezing up. I guess I just froze up. I got scared into committing. I mean any guy would love to be in a relationship with this woman. I just let her go. I lost her.

She was The One That Got Away. For now. I won’t stop till I catch her. Till we are together. I need to get over this hump. This wall. Break down the barrier of being afraid to commit. I love her. She is worth fighting for.

She is something special. She deserves the best.

Life is like a roller coaster. Its filled with ups and downs, twists and turns. I love roller coasters and I love my life. The thrill, the excitement, the rush. That’s how life should be. Gotta live it up to the very last second. Till the roller coaster ends.

I always thought I knew what love was. I always considered myself an expert on love. Love came and gone in my life. Am I a sucker for love? Yes indeed I am. A hopeless romantic? Yes to that too. Lover not a fighter? I will fight for those I love. They say when you close out a chapter in your life, its time to open up a new one. I feel that right now in my life I have done that. I have opened up a new chapter with you and I am looking forward to living it up. I don’t plan on jumping to the end of this story to see how it turns out. I am going to take this day by day, page by page and enjoy the story as it unfolds. People like to read stories to see if it has a happy ending. Forget that, I’m living my real life happy beginning to an inevitable happy ending. It will come. Why rush it? I always thought I knew what love was, when you came into my life you just showed me that I DO know what love is. Thank you for being you =)

Oh honey.. I’m the lucky one. I’ve found someone who gets my jokes, pushes me to try new things, shares similar passions and wants to live a life full of adventure. I’m looking forward to what comes next with us :) -HER

Honey Buns and Honey Bear. Never can have enough Honey.

How did we ever become us?/ Things happened so fast, we left our past in the dust./ No looking back, come with me, give me your trust./ Go with the flow into something glorious./Take a chance, take a leap, its a risk thats worth taking./ Feelings so real, I’m a liar if I’d say I’m faking/ I know its real, when I’m not with you my heart feels a little aching,/ I’ll go ahead and give it to you but its definitely not for breaking./I been hurt in the past and I even put up my guard/Been in love once before, now I’m emotionally scarred./Trying not to fall for you is especially hard/you without me is like a deck of 51 cards/that means something is missing/its you I wish I was kissing/everytime you go, I find myself reminiscing/thinking about all the wonderful words that were said/Every minute spent with you replays over and over in my head/I am so happy I can include “YOU” with “ME”/forget how did this happen, lets think of what we can be.

I find myself over doing it at times. Doing too much when only a bit is expected. I find myself asking many questions, when i should really just let it be. I find myself running on little sleep, thinking my body can get through it. Man up I tell myself, man up. All these things i find myself doing is because of you. You make me want to over do it, go big or go home right? You make me question a lot. Sometimes i think you are too good to be true. Maybe I’m not used to girls like you, a true good girl, you are the last of a dying breed. And lack of sleep. Who needs sleep? I power through a 12 hr shift only because you help me get through it. I replace my sleep with the positive energy you give me. I once heard, “when you are asleep you are dead.” I rather be awake and alive whenever I’m with you. You are the reason for many things. One main thing is my happiness. You are the reason I smile everyday. (Showing that one dimple) You are the first person I want to hear from in the morning and the last before I sleep. You are that drive in me that wants me to be the best at everything I do. You are you. Thanks for being you. Don’t ever change that.